Seeing dis pic membuatkan aku rasa sedih.rindu.terkilan.nyesal.
segala macam rasa yang datang singgah tanpa perlu aku menjemput.Hmm memot!! Walau hanya seekor kucing tapi dia berjaya membuat aku mengalir air mata bila aku menatap kembali gambarnya. Dis pic was taken masa hari pertama memot jejak kaki ke rumah aku dan juga ke dalam hidup aku. Tak biasa dengan tempat baru. Memot tak duduk diam. Aku hanya memerhati gerak gerinya. Penat menjelajah, dia mahu tidur. Tapi dia mahu aku berada dekat dengannya baru lah dia berani tidur. Aku tahu dia takut sendirian, takut ditinggalkan. Setelah seminggu rasanya memot makin dapat sesuaikan diri. Aku belikan sangkar. Lebih mudah mahu menguruskannya jika ada sangkar.
Balik kerja aku akan buka sangkar dan biarkan dia bermain dengan bebas. Kadang geram sebab bila dah keluar tak reti nak masuk lagi. Terpaksa berkejar nak tangkap dia.
Mandi. Adalah 2-3 kali seminggu. Atau bila aku rasa perlu. Menggigil sejuk bila kena mandi. hihihi kesian tapi lepas tu memot bau wangi!!Memot suka gigit kaki! Gigi dia tajam. Sakit kena gigit tapi memot tetap cute!!
Sepanjang dengan aku sekali memot masuk klinik jumpa vet. Severe constipation. Kata doc tu mungkin sebab pernah jatuh dulu and affect pada dia punya tulang punggung or back bone. Mungkin lah!! Kena tahan sehari. Kesian memot!!
Aku decide nak hantar ke kampung coz susah kalau aku kena kursus nanti. Tak ada orang nak jaga dia. Seminggu cuti balik hantar dia. Macam ok. Lega nak tinggalkan dia. Mak ada nak tengok2 dia bagi dia makan.Tapi tak sangka dia tak ok. Dia sakit!! Memot, please bertahan!! Tunggu aku balik!! Tapi... Akhirnya memot mati.Adik cakap ngan aku petang tu. Aku masa tu kat lobby admin nak e-jari. Nak kata apa? Aku cakap ngan kawan aku. Mata bergenang. Kawan aku yang sorang lagi ingat aku cakap pakwe aku yang mati. Lebih kurang la...
Memot dah tak ada... salah aku ke?? Dia sakit sebab aku tinggal dia ke?? Memot, soriii!! Gambar ni aku akan simpan. Kenangan hari pertama Memot came into my life!!!
Cayang memot sesangat. Sori i fail to care for you... M.E.M.O.T = comel but comot!!

kenangan dolu-dolu...

Pesanan untuk diri sendiri daaa...

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?

Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.

Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we
don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.

But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.

* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?

*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)

*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?

*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?*

People live, but people die. I want to tell you that
you are a friend.

If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)

You would be in my heart.
Would I be in yours?

If you care about me as much as I care about you

you will send this back

We might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that.

So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,

I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you , most of all I CARE about friends

Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you.

Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will.

Remember, everyone needs a friend someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this e-mail and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and always will..

**** keeping that thought in mind wont made you a good friend. Sometimes action is needed to show dat you really care.*****